I love our tree. It is my first ever real tree and it is beautiful. I love it.
Dec 16, 2017
I am sick today. Nothing major but it is making me feel a little melancholy. I am trying to bury myself in Christmas and ignore how much it feels like I am banging my head on a brick wall. I workefd so hard and I couldn't mske it happen. So, I let the girls decorate the tree, watched them have fun and ignored the feelings of futility.